Ambivalence here
I've come to cover up fear
but I don't work cheap

767

Verizon routers
and questions that surround them
are not on my route

762 - 766 (I Am He...)

Dad just said to phone
"He doesn't say very much."
Wonder who "he" is.

For all that I say
I think much more quietly
Need to balance that

Many extroverts
could learn a thing or twenty
from introvert friends

Sometimes I write here
instead of getting work done
This has to stop now.

I see pain in him
Though he says all the right things
I hope he gets to vent

761

I don't like to sweep
So I pay to get it done
All kinds of sweeping

760

Birth parents and blood
A home-life only we knew
and yet- vast distance

759

We say holy words
together with the angels
crowning him as one

758 - I Like This One

I'm ambivalent
about my ambivelance;
Not sure this will change